Hope, pride, and any modesty I had left were lost that
day. It triggered a change inside of
me. I was another step closer to a life
changing decision. Before, I could
drastically change my life; I had more fighting to do. With my pride already down the toilet, I
decided it was time to depend on something more reliable than my elegant
Victoria Secret underwear. It was time
for Depends.
Standing in line at the Walmart with my first package of
size Small women’s Depends, my mind reminisced on the days I used to buy these
for my grandma. I hoped that’s what the
cashier thought I was buying them for when the package came rolling up to the
scanner. Maybe the bottles of ensure
along with the diapers would throw any thoughts that I was buying them for myself
out by the wayside. As I looked at my
purchase, acting as nonchalant as possible, I couldn’t help but think that I
was a 21 year old trapped in a sexy 70 year olds body. This is my life now. It’s official. I’m a 21 year old, who wears diapers, trapped
in a damn sexy 70 year olds body.
Once I returned my 70 year old intestines to the refuge that
was my dorm room, I had to see the damage for myself. As I exchanged my old life for my new life, I
was surprised to feel how comfortable it was.
The commercials were right! They
look, fit, and feel just like real underwear!
Hahaha…Almost! It actually wasn’t
that bad. No, they didn’t look, fit, or
feel just like real underwear. They
looked like a diaper. They fit like a
diaper. They felt like a diaper. It really wasn’t that bad after a while,
though, I told myself. They were pretty
comfortable, and I appreciated the extra junk in the trunk, since mine was
quickly depleting from my drastic weight loss.
I could pull this off. Besides, I
didn’t buy them for their look, fit, or feel.
I bought them so I didn’t have to panic anymore. I was covered. Though wearing a diaper didn’t make me feel
like the 21 year old I so desperately wanted to be, it did give me some of my
life back. They spared me from feeling
warmth slither down my leg. I couldn’t help but depend on my depends. I didn’t know it yet, but they were going to
save me more than I expected.
This video is hilarious! Pretty much sums it up. :D
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