Looking for some Sunshine

Do you ever just feel like saying "Screw it all!"? Do you ever get tired of learning lessons about being patient? Do you just get sick of trying to be positive about everything?? Well in case you couldn't tell, that's how I'm feeling right now. I swear I am about to break. I'm at my bursting point. For your sake, I'm trying to hold it together. I don't like being out of control or feeling like I'm about to lose control. Sometimes though, I just get sick of it all. I'm sick of all the life lessons, of all the waiting, of the being nice to people. I know this sounds really crappy of me, especially when this blog is about being positive and trying to maintain a good attitude through the crap. Today, I'm just finding it difficult to see the sun. It sucks too, because it is a beautiful day outside. I got to see my amazing boyfriend and hang out with my best friend. The crappy things that have happened today haven't even been that bad. Trust me I've been through a lot of awful times and today can't even compare. I don't know. I'm just out of sorts I guess. You ever feel that way? I'm so ready for this break. I need to see my family. I miss them so much. Well good, I'm finally crying now. Maybe that will make me feel better. If you have any encouraging words, please feel free to leave them in the comment box below. I'm out.

Encouraging Words:

"When you go through deep waters, I will be with you." Isaiah 43:2